Show Me The Money 4 Episode 5

Black Nut (블랙넛) (feat. Jessi (제시)) – What I Can Do (내가 할 수 있는 건) Lyrics (Show Me The Money 4 (쇼미더머니 4) Episode 5) + English Translation

HANGUL LYRICS

안녕 나 대웅이라고 해
만나서 방가방가
나 정말 하고 싶은 말이 있는데
진짜 솔직히 랩이 너무 하고 싶었거든
뭐 그래서 대학도 자퇴하고 그냥
나 하고 싶은 거 하겠다고 집에만 쳐박혀서
부모님 속만 계속 썩이고
랩퍼들이 너무 멋있어 보였어 그냥
다 멋있어 보였어
나도 저 사람들처럼 무대에서 막 폼도 잡고
여자들도 많이 사귀고
돈도 많이 벌고 그러고 싶었는데
그냥 아무 것도 모르면서 그냥
허세만 가득차서 내가 생각했던 거고
막상 해보니까 진짜 너무 힘들다
이제 막 주위 친구들이 하나 둘 씩
성공하고 취직하고 이러는 거 보면
난 진짜 뭐했나 이런 생각 밖에 안들고
근데 뒤돌아보면 내가 할 수 있는 건
아무 것도 없었어
난 항상 랩만 해왔고 가사만 써왔는데
뭐 랩을 잘하는것도 아니잖아 그래서
진짜 뭐 아무것도 없어 그냥
난 바지만 벗을 줄 아는 병신새끼야
근데 내가 할 수 있는 건 이거 밖에 없는 거 같아

어렸을 때부터 힘이 약해 빌빌거린 내게
유일한 친구는 랩, 계속 쥐고 있었던 펜
다른 애들과 나 사이, 전혀 없었던 공감대
모두 공을 갖고 나가 뛰었지 운동장에
난 게임도 못했어 주말에 가는 pc방
난 늘어진 책가방을 메고 혼자 집에 가
니들 틈에 껴서 웃고 떠들고 싶었지만
바쁜 부모님 가게로 발길을 돌렸지
난 중학생 때부터 서빙을 했어
별의 별 미친 새끼들을 보며 난 더 어두워져갔어
내가 보는 앞에서 병을 깨고 피를 흘리며 싸웠고
옆에선 애새끼 딸린 년들이
남편 대신 다른 새끼들과 히히덕거렸고
우리 엄마 아빤 그 자식들 비위를 맞췄어
늦은 새벽까지 일을 하고 돌아와
깜깜한 내 방에 쓰러져 난 꿈이 없는 잠을 자
알람이 울리면 또 그 지옥같은 하루가 반복되는게 싫어
이불을 뒤집어 쓴 다음
시간이 느리게 가길 바랬어
난 그 때 내가 암에 걸렸으면 좋겠다고 생각했어
그럼 이 힘든 매일이 사라지게 되겠지
한숨 쉬며 교복을 입고 학교로 향했지
교과서를 닫고 걸레가 된 공책을 펴
수업시간마다 난 턱을 괴고 가사를 썼어
모두가 웃는 얼굴로 날 대하지 않았고
난 그 자식들을 종이 위로 세게 밟았어
난 그 시간이 제일 행복했어
작고 하얀 종이 위로 난 참 많은 얘기를 썼어
그 시간이 없었다면 지금 난 어떻게 됐을까
몇 년이 지나고 다시 봤어 내가 썼던 말
좀 오글거렸지만 나는 갈 길을 정했어
내게 찾아온 또 다른 어둠은 그 때부터

안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world
you can’t do baby
안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
la la la la la

기대도 안하고 봤던 소울커넥션
오디션에 붙고서 난 좀 거만해졌어
나와 같이 랩을 하던 친구들의 연락들은 귀찮아서 피하고
소울커넥션 형들 앞에선 친한 척하면서 발로 썼던 가사
내가 뭐라도 된 것마냥 온갖 폼을 잡아
“너 소울커넥션 알아? 있잖아
그 새벽아래 부른 사람들 나 거기 들어갔다”
“오 너 랩 좀 하나보네?”
갈수록 어깨에는 힘이 들어가
모두가 다 허접인 것 같아
솔커 형들 앞에 술에 취해 뱉은 막말
기억 못하는 척하며 도망갔어 술 깬 다음 날
건들거리면서 무대 위에서 잡은 마이크
펜은 놓고 내 fan이란 여고생과
시덥잖은 말들만 주고받으며 꼬셔볼 생각만
하다 겨우 정신차리며 쓴다는 가사는 다 거짓말
허풍으로 가득 차 겉멋만 들어 남을 무시하고 짓밟던 가사
지금 보니 그 말은 모두 다 나를 향한 경고였던 것 같아
모두가 날 떠나가
그날 밤 난 매슬로한테 연락해
소울커넥션을 나간 뒤
혼자서 방 안에 틀어박혀
처음부터 다시 하자 두고봐라
내 방 안의 달력은 그렇게 수십장이 넘어가

안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world you can’t do baby
안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
la la la la la

난 나의 길을 열심히 걸어간다고 생각하지만
힙합을 모르는 내 주위 사람들은 관심 밖인 채로
모두 내게 혀를 차
쟤는 대체 몇 년동안 집에서 저러고 있을까
아무도 없는 방에서 혼자 펜을 잡아도
모두가 날 보는 것 같애 창문을 닫아도
언젠간 되갚아줄거야 날 향한 비난들 전부
다 부러움들과 질투로 바뀌도록
난 내 오른손에 쥔 펜에 기대를 걸어
어려운 길을 택한 것 같지만 후회는 없어
참지말고 웃어 내가 더 초라해지게
난 묵묵히 해낼게 후에 성공이 더 값지게 느껴질테니
외롭고 쓸쓸하지만 밖에 나가기는 싫어
넌 또 내 얼굴에 침을 뱉고
비웃어대겠지 니가 무슨 랩?
난 그냥 웃지 맞아 그게 내 현실인데
그리고 난 집에 와 니가 한 말들을 생각해
넌 아무 생각없이 니 방에서 편히 잠들겠지만
널 만났을 때마다 화가 나 밤을 샜지
두고보자 수백 번을 가슴 속에 담아
이젠 눈물도 안 나와 더 펜을 꽉 잡아
난 포기하지 않아 조금씩 천천히
난자처럼 난관을 헤쳐나가
끝없는 절망 속에서도 난 비틀거리지 않아 왜냐면
JK완 달리 내 곁엔 항상 함께 하지 Shine이
내 찌질했던 어젠 불태워 없애줘 빨리
웃으면서 작별하고 싶어 안녕
난 죽집처럼 죽을 용기로 담아서 팔어 내 목소릴
모두들 나를 병신이라 놀려대고
망할 은행이 빚이자를 올려대도
어두운 방 안에 갑자기 내 두 눈이 부시면
모든 것은 돌아올거야 계속 숨죽이며

난 힘든 시간들과 싸워
난 힘든 시간들과 싸워
달력을 벌써 7개나 갈아치웠지만
내가 쏟은 시간들이 안 아까워

난 힘든 시간들과 싸워
난 힘든 시간들과 싸워
넘어져있는 너 절대 포기하지마
내 손 잡아 너도 나와 같다면

안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world you can’t do baby
안 힘든 사람은 없지 baby
꼬이고 나면 더 멋지게
la la la la la

ROMANIZATION

annyeong na daeungirago hae
mannaseo banggabangga
na jeongmal hago sipeun mari issneunde
jinjja soljikhi raebi neomu hago sipeossgeodeun
mwo geuraeseo daehakdo jatoehago geunyang
na hago sipeun geo hagessdago jibeman chyeobakhyeoseo
bumonim sokman gyesok sseogigo
raeppeodeuri neomu meosisseo boyeosseo geunyang
da meosisseo boyeosseo
nado jeo saramdeulcheoreom mudaeeseo mak pomdo japgo
yeojadeuldo manhi sagwigo
dondo manhi beolgo geureogo sipeossneunde
geunyang amu geosdo moreumyeonseo geunyang
heoseman gadeukchaseo naega saenggakhaessdeon geogo
maksang haebonikka jinjja neomu himdeulda
ije mak juwi chingudeuri hana dul ssik
seonggonghago chwijikhago ireoneun geo bomyeon
nan jinjja mwohaessna ireon saenggak bakke andeulgo
geunde dwidorabomyeon naega hal su issneun geon
amu geosdo eopseosseo
nan hangsang raepman haewassgo gasaman sseowassneunde
mwo raebeul jalhaneungeosdo anijanha geuraeseo
jinjja mwo amugeosdo eopseo geunyang
nan bajiman beoseul jul aneun byeongsinsaekkiya
geunde naega hal su issneun geon igeo bakke eopsneun geo gata

eoryeosseul ttaebuteo himi yakhae bilbilgeorin naege
yuilhan chinguneun raep, gyesok jwigo isseossdeon pen
dareun aedeulgwa na sai, jeonhyeo eopseossdeon gonggamdae
modu gongeul gajgo naga ttwieossji undongjange
nan geimdo moshaesseo jumare ganeun pcbang
nan neureojin chaekgabangeul mego honja jibe ga
nideul teume kkyeoseo usgo tteodeulgo sipeossjiman
bappeun bumonim gagero balgireul dollyeossji
nan junghaksaeng ttaebuteo seobingeul haesseo
byeorui byeol michin saekkideureul bomyeo nan deo eoduwojyeogasseo
naega boneun apeseo byeongeul kkaego pireul heullimyeo ssawossgo
yeopeseon aesaekki ttallin nyeondeuri
nampyeon daesin dareun saekkideulgwa hihideokgeoryeossgo
uri eomma appan geu jasikdeul biwireul majchwosseo
neujeun saebyeokkkaji ireul hago dorawa
kkamkkamhan nae bange sseureojyeo nan kkumi eopsneun jameul ja
allami ullimyeon tto geu jiokgateun haruga banbokdoeneunge silheo
ibureul dwijibeo sseun daeum
sigani neurige gagil baraesseo
nan geu ttae naega ame geollyeosseumyeon johgessdago saenggakhaesseo
geureom i himdeun maeiri sarajige doegessji
hansum swimyeo gyobogeul ipgo hakgyoro hyanghaessji
gyogwaseoreul datgo geollega doen gongchaegeul pyeo
sueopsiganmada nan teogeul goego gasareul sseosseo
moduga usneun eolgullo nal daehaji anhassgo
nan geu jasikdeureul jongi wiro sege balpasseo
nan geu sigani jeil haengbokhaesseo
jakgo hayan jongi wiro nan cham manheun yaegireul sseosseo
geu sigani eopseossdamyeon jigeum nan eotteohge dwaesseulkka
myeot nyeoni jinago dasi bwasseo naega sseossdeon mal
jom ogeulgeoryeossjiman naneun gal gireul jeonghaesseo
naege chajaon tto dareun eodumeun geu ttaebuteo

an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
You ain’t gotta wolly about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in thit world
you can’t do baby
an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
la la la la la

gidaedo anhago bwassdeon soulkeoneksyeon
odisyeone butgoseo nan jom geomanhaejyeosseo
nawa gati raebeul hadeon chingudeurui yeonrakdeureun gwichanhaseo pihago
soulkeoneksyeon hyeongdeul apeseon chinhan cheokhamyeonseo ballo sseossdeon gasa
naega mworado doen geosmanyang ongat pomeul jaba
“neo soulkeoneksyeon ara? issjanha
geu saebyeogarae bureun saramdeul na geogi deureogassda”
“o neo raep jom hanabone?”
galsurok eokkaeeneun himi deureoga
moduga da heojeobin geot gata
solkeo hyeongdeul ape sure chwihae baeteun makmal
gieok moshaneun cheokhamyeo domanggasseo sul kkaen daeum nal
geondeulgeorimyeonseo mudae wieseo jabeun maikeu
peneun nohgo nae faniran yeogosaenggwa
sideopjanheun maldeulman jugobadeumyeo kkosyeobol saenggakman
hada gyeou jeongsincharimyeo sseundaneun gasaneun da geojismal
heopungeuro gadeuk cha geotmeosman deureo nameul musihago jisbalpdeon gasa
jigeum boni geu mareun modu da nareul hyanghan gyeonggoyeossdeon geot gata
moduga nal tteonaga
geunal bam nan maeseullohante yeonrakhae
soulkeoneksyeoneul nagan dwi
honjaseo bang ane teureobakhyeo
cheoeumbuteo dasi haja dugobwara
nae bang anui dallyeogeun geureohge susipjangi neomeoga

an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
You ain’t gotta wolly about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in thit world you can’t do baby
an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
la la la la la

nan naui gireul yeolsimhi georeogandago saenggakhajiman
hiphabeul moreuneun nae juwi saramdeureun gwansim bakkin chaero
modu naege hyeoreul cha
jyaeneun daeche myeot nyeondongan jibeseo jeoreogo isseulkka
amudo eopsneun bangeseo honja peneul jabado
moduga nal boneun geot gatae changmuneul dadado
eonjengan doegapajulgeoya nal hyanghan binandeul jeonbu
da bureoumdeulgwa jilturo bakkwidorok
nan nae oreunsone jwin pene gidaereul georeo
eoryeoun gireul taekhan geot gatjiman huhoeneun eopseo
chamjimalgo useo naega deo chorahaejige
nan mukmukhi haenaelge hue seonggongi deo gapsjige neukkyeojilteni
oeropgo sseulsseulhajiman bakke nagagineun silheo
neon tto nae eolgure chimeul baetgo
biuseodaegessji niga museun raep?
nan geunyang usji maja geuge nae hyeonsirinde
geurigo nan jibe wa niga han maldeureul saenggakhae
neon amu saenggakeopsi ni bangeseo pyeonhi jamdeulgessjiman
neol mannasseul ttaemada hwaga na bameul saessji
dugoboja subaek beoneul gaseum soge dama
ijen nunmuldo an nawa deo peneul kkwak jaba
nan pogihaji anha jogeumssik cheoncheonhi
nanjacheoreom nangwaneul hechyeonaga
kkeuteopsneun jeolmang sogeseodo nan biteulgeoriji anha waenyamyeon
JKwan dalli nae gyeoten hangsang hamkke haji Shinei
nae jjijilhaessdeon eojen bultaewo eopsaejwo ppalli
useumyeonseo jakbyeolhago sipeo annyeong
nan jukjipcheoreom jugeul yonggiro damaseo pareo nae moksoril
modudeul nareul byeongsinira nollyeodaego
manghal eunhaengi bijijareul ollyeodaedo
eoduun bang ane gapjagi nae du nuni busimyeon
modeun geoseun doraolgeoya gyesok sumjugimyeo

nan himdeun sigandeulgwa ssawo
nan himdeun sigandeulgwa ssawo
dallyeogeul beolsseo 7gaena garachiwossjiman
naega ssodeun sigandeuri an akkawo

nan himdeun sigandeulgwa ssawo
nan himdeun sigandeulgwa ssawo
neomeojyeoissneun neo jeoldae pogihajima
nae son jaba neodo nawa gatdamyeon

an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
You ain’t gotta wolly about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world you can’t do baby
an himdeun sarameun eopsji baby
kkoigo namyeon deo meosjige
la la la la la

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

Hi, I’m Dae Woong
Nice to meet you
I have something I really wanna say
I honestly wanna rap so much
So I dropped out of college
I did whatever I wanted and stayed home
I kept upsetting my parents
Rappers seemed so cool, they just all seemed cool
I wanted to stand on stage and act cool like them
Date many women, make a lot of money
But I didn’t know anything and I just acted like I was all that
When I really did this, I realized it’s so hard
Now I see my friends succeeding one by one, getting jobs and stuff
And all I can think is, what am I doing?
But when I look back, there’s nothing I can do
I’ve always done rap and wrote lyrics
I’m not even that good at rapping
So I really don’t have anything
I’m just an idiot who knows how to take off his pants
I think this is the only thing I know how to do

I was weak since I was a child
Rap was my only friend, I always held onto a pen
I couldn’t relate to any of the other kids
Everyone ran outside with a ball
I wasn’t even good at playing games at PC cafes on the weekends
I always just took my backpack and went home
I wanted to laugh and talk with you guys
But I turned my steps to my parent’s busy store
I was a server since I was in middle school
I became darker after seeing all these different crazy bastards
They broke bottles, shed blood and fought in front of me
Baby mama bitches flirted with other guys without their husbands
My mom and dad had to do what those bastards wanted
I worked until late and came back home
Collapsed in my dark room and slept a dreamless sleep
I hated that those hell-like days would repeat when the alarm went off
So I pulled my blankets over my head and hoped that time would pass slowly
I wished that I would get cancer at that moment
Then these hard days would all go away
I let out a sigh, put on my uniform and went to school
Closed my textbooks, opened my ragged notebook
During class, I leaned on my chin and wrote lyrics
No one looked at me with a smile
So I trampled on those guys on paper
I was the happiest at that time
I wrote many things on that white and small piece of paper
If I didn’t have that time, what would I be like right now?
After a few years, I read what I wrote back then
It made me cringe a little but I chose which path to go on
A new darkness came to me starting then

There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world
you can’t do baby
There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
la la la la la

I didn’t have high hopes when I went to Soul Connection
After passing the audition, I became a little cocky
I ignored my friends when they called
I pretended I was close with the Soul Connection bros and wrote shitty lyrics
I thought I became something and acted so cool
“You know Soul Connection? You know, the people who sang ‘Under That Dawn’? Yea, I got in”
“Oh, I guess you’re good at rapping”
My ego growing bigger as time passed
Everyone seemed so incompetent
Said all sorts of crap to the Soul Connection bros when I was drunk
The next day, I pretended I didn’t remember and ran away
I stood on stage and shook around with a mic
Let go of my pen and said some offensive things
With high school girls who said they were my fans, thinking I’d score with them
But then I’d snap out of it and all the lyrics I wrote were lies
Lyrics that only about big talk, flaunting and putting others down
Now those words feel like a warning for me
Everyone left me
That night I called Maslo, after I left Soul Connection
I trapped myself in my room, determined to start over, just watch
But pages and pages of my calendar keep flipping

There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world
you can’t do baby
There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
la la la la la

I thought I was walking on my path
But those who don’t know hiphop around me didn’t really care
Everyone clicked their tongues at me
How many years is he gonna be doing that?
Even when I hold a pen in an empty room
Even when I closed my window cuz I thought people were looking
Some day, I’ll pay back all the criticisms toward me
I’ll change it to jealousy and envy
I’m putting my hopes into the pen in my right hand
It seems like I chose the hard way but I have no regrets
Don’t hold it in, smile so I can get more pitiful
I’m gonna silently get through this, so my success will feel more valuable
It was lonely and sad but I didn’t wanna go outside
Cuz you’re gonna spit in my face and say, you? Rap?
I’ll just smile and say yes, that’s my reality
Then I’ll come home and think about what you said
You may fall asleep peacefully in your room without much thought
But every time I see you, I couldn’t sleep cuz I was so mad
Let’s see how it goes, I tell myself hundreds of times
Now I can’t even cry, so I grip the pen harder
I won’t give up, slowly, little by little
Like an egg escaping through barriers
Even in endless despair, I won’t sway
Unlike JK, it’s always be my side, Shine
Hurry and burn up my loser-like yesterday
I wanna say goodbye with a smile, bye
Like a porridge store, I scoop up bravery and sell my voice
Even if everyone makes fun of me and calls me an idiot
Even if the damn bank raises the interest rate
When my eyes are suddenly blinded in my dark room
Everything will come back, keep silent

Fighting with hard times
Fighting with hard times
Though the calendar has already gone through seven months
The times I spent didn’t go to a waste

Fighting with hard times
Fighting with hard times
Even though you’ve fallen, don’t give up
Hold my hand if you’re like me

There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
You ain’t gotta worry about a Thang baby
Cause there ain’t nothing in this world
you can’t do baby
There’s no one who doesn’t have it hard baby
After things get hard, you’ll come out stronger
la la la la la

Rom: iLyricsBuzz
Hangul: music naver
English: popgasa

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